Sunday, June 22, 2008

Another week goes by

Here I am, on another sunday night, doing the assignment at the last minute. I guess thats just another part of student life. Last minute work, cram for a test,whatever it may be. The whole week was so hectic that the weekend pretty much compensated for it. I actually got bored. I really want to do something that occupies my time, so that I just dont have to THINK. My mind has been driving me up the wall the last one week after certain changes in my life. A conversation with Schmetterling and a couple of other girlfriends made me wonder if everyone is going through these changes too.Change IS inevitable. What I feel today might not be the same as what I feel 5 years later. What I felt when I was 18 isn't necessarily how I feel now. Somehow, coming to a different country and a new place has made me realize that I can be way more independent than I thought I could be earlier. Its Ok if I don't always have to ask for someone's opinion. Its alright if I do not make a best friend everywhere I go. I already have my wonderful bunch of girlfriends who I know will understand me through every phase of life I go through and I will understand them too. I wish they were there with me right now. I really need some girl time. A stay over, junk food and a long talk into the night.Yes Nana, how ever scandalized you might have been when you saw my gtalk status message, maybe its girlfriends who are your soulmates. And no, people.. dont get any ideas.

5 comments:

satish said...

maybe its jus a phase..maybe u wont feel the same way once u find "the" guy of ur life..well im not saying u wont need ur girlfriends at all but as u said as time goes by maybe u wont miss them as much as u need them rite now..change is inevitable neha :)

adi said...

From a magnificent mind to a not so teenage drama queen- hmmm, i do get a vague idea...of what you're talking about!

Timber Da Wolf said...

Perception defines your reality ... But reality need not be your perception

Ne said...

@satish - yeah da. i agree with u. after all my ranting! :)

@adi - hmmm...vague is better than none at all!

@timber - We'd all rather have our perception be reality.But more often than we like, they tend to go in opposite directions.

Timber Da Wolf said...

:) That Is Exactly what i said